You and I

You and I

I have corrupted you
I have fixed you
I have given up on you
I have battled for you
I have shed tears for you
I have laughed with you
I have hated you
I have adored you

You have struggled with me
You have conquered with me
You have hurt me
You have inspired me
You have wronged me
You have done right to me
You have failed me
You have proven to me

We have fought each other
We have loved each other
We have lost each other
We have found each other
We have turned from each other
We have faced each other
We have cut each other
We have bled for each other

I have to be with you
You have to stay with me
We have to live with each other

Because you and I make me

Goodbye to My Very Bestfriend

Goodbye to My Very Best friend

I am not ready but I have to say goodbye
To say this will not hurt would be a complete and utter lie
For you mean the absolute world to me
But this is just the way it has to be

My whole life I have had you by my side
With you I always could confide
You were the one I went to when I was crying
For only you knew that I was truly trying
You never gave up on me
Although it would have been easy
You stuck with me all through the years
Through all of the anger, laughter, tears

I don't know what I am going to do
I am going to be without you
I am scared because you I've always had
Who is going to be there when things get bad?
But I guess that it is time to move on
That part of my life is practically gone
But you have given me the tools to survive
And tackle life's problems as they arrive

I know that with your love and guidance I am set
I guess that I am not ready to admit it quite yet
But I know that I will figure out what to do
Because in my life I had you

I would not trade anything for what we share
People might judge because I still hold her hand: I do not care
Because of you I have the courage to give this thing called life a whirl
But whatever happens promise me that I will always be your little girl

Mom you are my very best friend
And will always be to the very end
But for now I have to say my farewell
Where I am going only time can tell

Questions We Ask About.......

Questions We Ask About...Life

Why do you make things so difficult?
Why are there so many ups and downs?
Am I living?
Are you on different planets?
Do I live for today or tomorrow?
When will all life end?
What am I supposed to do in life?
What is the answer to life?
How do I survive?